30/7/08 01:22 - 14
I sort of didn't realise until I got into my room that I had nowhere to sleep tonight. My father made me tidy up, naturally I did a half-assed job and cleared some floor space. Unfortunately, the floor was my bed. So, for the first time in a long time, I am sleeping where I used to sleep when I was in school. I suppose this is less unusual for everyone else. I just haven't slept here in a while. Of course, I'm not sleeping in my bed, I'm on my sofa. It's weird. My fairy lights haven't worked for a long time, and I miss them and I may try and fix them tomorrow. Oh, and there's some confusing lyrics on the wall. I can recall most of them but not these, I guess that's what google is for, huh? I hope the ink really will come off the wall like I promised, 'cause I'm not too happy with the declarations of love on there.
I'm tempted to clamber up into my actual bed, just to look at the wall. There's scribbles there too (and more love, but for a different person, what a surprise). I don't remember what lyrics are up there. I think I need a new wall. I''ve been thinking this out, I want to doodle (pencil this time) on my new flat wall. I want to write things in binary. Draw a few geekerys. I like writing on walls. I wish I knew some damn formulae so I could write them up, godammit.
Oh, and I found a secret to do list from way back when. It was helpfully labelled "secret to-do list". Most of the things I managed to do. I'd be proud, if the list wasn't blatently written by a younger more moronic me. I was such a noob, jeez. Sorry friends. I hope to god no one ever goes through my room, the amount of embarrasing things in here is ridiculous. I'd clear the place out of them, but damn, I almost find that old type of obsessiveness I had endearing, after all, the new obsessiveness has evolved from it.
Wow. Only just noticed I have Teen Titains, Dark Knight and JLA posters up in here.
I need to start paying attention. And cleaning my walls. Jeez.